Tuesday, February 18, 2020

CURRENT WEATHER
3:41 PM
46°
RealFeel® 44°

Cloudy   
UV Index: 0 Low
Wind: ENE at 7 mph
Wind Gusts: 8 mph
Humidity: 81%
Dew Point: 41°
Pressure: 30.11 inHg
Cloud Cover: 100%
Visibility: 9 mi
Ceiling: 1700 ft


Blood Pressure: 126/86   Pulse 51


Jenni's at it again - $200 today - part of it is pending. I think they put it as pending because the requests are so frequent. Today it's for medicine -she's "shaking".  I am, too. I'm getting furious again. It's why I won't talk to her on the phone. Today's FB messages are below. Sigh...
Jenni: Mom just got off work a little while ago. Tried calling you earlier. Mom just realized was out of the meds I take for staying off other things. Also my anxiety meds. Been shaking really bad all day and my mind's wandering way too much. I'm sorry momma.,. I didn't want to ask, but shaking bad and my mind isn't where it should be and it's scaring me. It's $79 for the 1 I have to have, the other ones $39. Please help me get at least the 1. Should have insurance at 1st of month. Won't ask for anything else. Please I'm a mess. Love you mommy
I've never felt like this and can't quit shaking. I don't like it. It's scaring me.
Me: Stay off what you can. Seriously - get help. See if Rick's friends can help you. You have to have somebody to help you stay on track.
Jenni: Its prescriptions I need to be on and I go to meetings at least 4 times a week. I got people and support group! Haven't done anything stupid for almost 2 Years.
I should have insurance at beginning of month
Im confused what you're talking about. Call me
For some damn reason PayPal put a damn hold on that transaction again.. stressing me even more

Jenni: Thank you mom! I don't know why in the hell they do that so much on my account. It's supposed to be completely random and that's I think 3 times this month. I love you!

Me: You ask too frequently, I think. I'm surprised Discover hasn't called. Your behavior is a little suspicious. You have asked for money so often that PayPal thinks it's too often. Get your medicine.

Monday, February 17, 2020

February 17th

CURRENT WEATHER
1:31 PM
46°
RealFeel® 50°
1:31 PM

Sunny🌞
UV Index: 3 Moderate
Wind: N at 6 mph
Wind Gusts: 8 mph
Humidity: 41%
Dew Point: 23°
Pressure: 30.27 inHg
Cloud Cover: 10%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 38000 ft

Blood Pressure 103/64   Pulse 57

Sunday, February 16, 2020

February 16th

CURRENT WEATHER
12:54 PM
38°
RealFeel® 34°

Partly Cloudy 
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: N at 8 mph
Wind Gusts: 10 mph
Humidity: 60%
Dew Point: 25°
Pressure: 30.17 inHg
Cloud Cover: 98%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 9900 ft


Blood Pressure  145/87   Pulse 52

Saturday, February 15, 2020

February 15th.

CURRENT WEATHER
3:53 PM
31°
RealFeel® 27°
Mostly cloudy
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: S at 8 mph
Wind Gusts: 10 mph
Humidity: 37%
Dew Point: 7°
Pressure: 30.51 inHg
Cloud Cover: 76%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 27200 ft


Blood Pressure: 110/72  Pulse 54

Not much today. Last night was frustrating, but exciting. Coming with 1 number left to win $95 was my best. 💗 Also sent Jenni $500. That made yesterday very expensive.

Friday, February 14, 2020

February 14th

CURRENT WEATHER
1:30 PM
29°
RealFeel® 18°
Sunny🌞
UV Index: 3 Moderate
Wind: NW at 16 mph
Wind Gusts: 26 mph
Humidity: 38%
Dew Point: 7°
Pressure: 30.33 inHg
Cloud Cover: 10%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 34400 ft

Blood Pressure: 114/72  Pulse 48

💕Happy Valentine's Day
A card and flowers in one! 

We went to the Thai Elephant https://www.thethaielephant.com/ for dinner. I always get Pad Cashew- Chicken with bell pepper, onion, celery, carrot, and sprinkled with whole cashews stir fried in a Thai brown sauce and served with Jasmine rice. Steven got 3 orders of Chicken Satay - Four skewered chicken strips marinated in Thai coconut sauce and served with peanut sauce and 1 order of Shrimp Rolls - Four jumbo stuffed shrimp wrapped in a crispy shell with sweet plum dipping sauce. 
Then we went to Bingo at the Episcopal church here in Verona. We didn't win, but we came within one number 4 times! It was exciting - expensive, too, but exciting. 


Thursday, February 13, 2020

February13th

CURRENT WEATHER
12:02 PM
41°
RealFeel® 44°
Drizzle 🌧
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: SW at 3 mph
Wind Gusts: 4 mph
Humidity: 86%
Dew Point: 37°
Pressure: 29.64 inHg
Cloud Cover: 95%
Visibility: 3 mi
Ceiling: 400 ft


Blood Pressure: 93/59  Pulse: 57

Wednesday, February 12, 2020

February 12th

CURRENT WEATHER
8:00PM
40°
RealFeel® 34°
Light rain
UV Index: 0 Low
Wind: SSE at 6 mph
Wind Gusts: 8 mph
Humidity: 70%
Dew Point: 31°
Pressure: 30.16 inHg
Cloud Cover: 97%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 10800 ft


Blood pressure:  1117/74  Pulse 54


The letter I sent to Home Depot about the refrigerator. New delvery date is MARCH 5th !!!!
I placed an order through your website on January 27th for a refrigerator - Order # WA77855011. It was supposed to be delivered on February 11th. That was a lot longer than I had anticipated, but I went along with it. The price of the refrigerator was more than I had intended to spend, but I thought I’d gotten a good deal on it. The delivery was late in the day and after some working around , the delivery guys finally told my husband that there was a problem with the refrigerator and that they would have to schedule a redelivery. By this time, I am somewhat disappointed. I have a refrigerator that is empty, $200 worth of food was disposed of, the refrigerator part semi-works, but not well enough to last too much longer, the freezer is completely gone, I’ve waited two weeks for delivery, and I am getting madder. The money that I saved ordering from you doesn’t cover the food that was tossed because delivery was too late to begin with. I registered the ESP that I ordered along with the refrigerator and I suppose that will start when the original warranty is over. The refrigerator is reordered and I have a new delivery date – 3 WEEKS from today!  I know it has to be reordered, but 3 weeks? I’d like some compensation for all the delays! Five  weeks total is too damn long.
Jenni also called, needed more money.... 
I got a haircut, and went for my mammogram and my bone density test. While I was waiting my turn at the beauty shop, Whirlpool called to schedule my delivery date. I had to tell her I'd cal her back, but March wasn't gonna work for me. "They can't ship it any sooner..." Damn it!!!!

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

February 11th

CURRENT WEATHER
12:40 PM
46°
RealFeel® 45° 
48°Hi
34° Lo
Occasional rain and drizzle🌧
UV Index: 1 LowWind: N at 3 mph
Wind Gusts: 5 mph
Humidity: 90%
Dew Point: 43°
Pressure: 29.92 inHg
Cloud Cover: 96%
Visibility: 4 mi
Ceiling: 200 ft

Blood Pressure: 133/84 Pulse 47

Today's drama so far is requests for $150 for food and medicine. I'm pissed already.The refrigerator is supposed to be delivered between noon and four today. It has rained a lot. Big puddles by the side door. Well, they attempted to deliver, but the refrigerator was damaged. So they have to reorder it and try again. Sigh.

Monday, February 10, 2020

February 10th

CURRENT WEATHER
12:18 PM
44°
RealFeel® 37°
Cloudy
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: WSW at 11 mph
Wind Gusts: 17 mph
Humidity: 76%
Dew Point: 36°
Pressure: 30.10 inHg
Cloud Cover: 99%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 4000 ft


Blood Pressure: 113/71  Pulse 60

Facebook drama from last night. Rick Barstead DMed me about Jenni. It was alarming.
Rick:I've seen your daughter a couple of times over the last 30 days. I didn't recognize her at first, either time. She's almost unrecognizable. We dropped off groceries to her two or three weeks ago, and again today. The first time I was able to call her ahead, and she was home when we got there. Her room/apartment is sad, and stinks of cigarettes. Today I have texted, and messaged her on Facebook Messenger and no reply. The last time I saw her, I had to tell her she just couldn't show up at the salon like she has. She looks straight up like a junkie, who sleeps behind a dumpster somewhere. Our salon is just not "that kind of establishment." We've worked in a place where the owner's daughter was an addict, and when she came to that salon, it was always disruptive, uncomfortable, and embarrassing. The last time I saw Jenni, I broke my rule and gave her money. It was just bus fare, so she could go to work, she said. She came by the salon at 11:20, looking dirty, and disheveled. She said she had to be at work at 12:45. I said, "you're never gonna make it." She said, "oh I've got plenty of time." I said, "I don't think so, but whatever." She then looked at the clock again and said, "uh oh, you're right!" She hurried out of the door. She had a platinum wig on, and hideous blue eyeshadow on. I have to wonder what kind of job she was actually going to looking like she did! She came back 10 minutes later, and asked if one of us could take her to New Albany. I told her that neither of us could leave work because we had clients. Her judgement is so off that it must haven't even crossed her mind that it was impossible for us to take her to New Albany. I am so worried about her! She is skin and bones, and her skin is all broken out. Her jaw doesn't quit moving, just like a meth addict. She claims she doesn't do meth, but I've seen this many times before, and she's not fooling me. I just won't give her money because I don't want the money to go for that fix that finally stops her heart or breathing. I don't want to love her to death by giving her cash, that I know will go straight to drugs. I don't know how bad she looked when you were here in December, but our girl is in a very bad place! I have offered her on many occasions now, to arrange a face to face with two clients of ours, a husband and wife, who met in recovery from heroin addiction, and now run a recovery program in Louisville. Every time I offer, she says nothing. My offer will always stand, and I hope someday soon she will take me up on that offer. At any rate, I will drop off groceries for her when I can, and hope that she gets them, and will eat free food, and not trade it for drugs. I just can't give her any cash, I just can't. I just wanted to fill you in on my perspective here. Perhaps on one of the times you are here, we could consider an intervention, and try to get her to go to treatment, and recovery.
Me:I wish I could. I'm afraid that if I don't give her money, she'll be out on the street. I don't know. She looked thin and a bit disheveled when I was there, but not to where she looked strung out. She said she had injured herself working at Amazon. I took her to the doctor. Thanks for letting me know what you see.
Rick:
Well, Jenni is obviously mad at me because I am truthful to her, and don't give her money. I sent her messages today telling her I had dropped off food, and asking her to at least let me know she got them... crickets! At least I know she's alive! She's watched Rocket Man. At least I know she's safe, not dead, and ignoring me. She knows me well enough to know that I don't mince words. I am always truthful, even if it hurts, and that I say what I mean, and mean what I say. If money is what I have to pay to have a relationship with my addict niece, I will take the cold shoulder, and hope that she will turn to me when she's ready to give up her addiction, and get her life back on track. You do realize if you are sending her $200 a week for that room, you could pay for a decent apartment, with utilities included, for that price, right?
Chat Conversation End

I talked to Jenni and it upset her. It upset me. She also said Rick is a former meth addict.

Sunday, February 09, 2020

February 9th

CURRENT WEATHER
3:17 PM
4
RealFeel® 44°
Cloudy
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: NNE at 6 mph
Wind Gusts: 7 mph
Humidity: 57%
Dew Point: 30°
Pressure: 30.48 inHg
Cloud Cover: 97%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 21800 ft


Blood Pressure: 133/81  Pulse 50

Not much going on, thank goodness.  😊

Saturday, February 08, 2020

February 8th

CURRENT WEATHER
9:24 AM
31°
RealFeel® 26°

Sunny🌞
UV Index: 2 Low
Wind: W at 9 mph
Wind Gusts: 13 mph
Humidity: 59%
Dew Point: 18°
Pressure: 30.17 inHg
Cloud Cover: 10%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 36300 ft


Blood Pressure 121/75  Pulse 52
The latest drama from Facebook. Sigh...


I know I was asking everyday and I'm sorry, so I've really been trying not to ask unless I really need it, like rent, food if I have nothing, and meds lll go insane without. I'm trying to get some help with some food and meds, that's y I asked for money other day, because I had to get a Lyft to that appointment or would of disqualified from any help. There's no way you can possibly help me get a car?? It save so much money from the bus and ordering all the Lyft and Uber rides! It pay for itself. I'd be able to get to all my Dr appts., always be on time to work, go to a lot more meetings, and enable to work a second job and find a job that can be a career that I enjoy and pays well and allows me to pay all my bills on my own with anyones help ever again, where I'd actually I think it would be very beneficial! I love you!!
No - a car needs more money - insurance, license, registration. I haven't got a car anymore. I can help you out every once in a while, but not every time you need something. I really can't. I've got migraines again, I have to get my knees fixed, and I'm going to have to go into therapy, because medication by itself is not helping. We haven't got that much money anymore. Honest. ❤

I am sorry. I've let things get to me too much lately. I know I'm al you have left and I am here for you. I'll help out as much as we can, but remember it's getting harder for us, too. When I think about it, at least you are asking for money in small chunks. We have Elysha's student loan to pay off. That's why we have such a big loan. Of course that's nothing compared to what Howie and Susan paid out for Erica's wedding... I love you ❤ Be safe.
Chat Conversation End


Friday, February 07, 2020

February 7th


CURRENT WEATHER
1:05 PM
50°
RealFeel® 44°
Cloudy ☁
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: W at 13 mph
Wind Gusts: 36 mph
Humidity: 96%
Dew Point: 49°
Pressure: 28.86 inHg
Cloud Cover: 91%
Visibility: 8 mi
Ceiling: 3800 ft

Blood Pressure: 114/71  Pulse 53


The latest drama:

Wed 4:54 PM

I've hit my limit. Deal with things- if there's no money for it, find a way to deal with it. You've gotten almost this year what you took me for last year. I won't do it anymore. I feel used. Yeah, you sent receipts. But the money was mine. I want to keep it. u, but I can't take it anymore. Get yourself ready to be homeless, if that's what's gonna happen. Talk to people who ARE.

4:10 PM


Mom seriously?? That really hurts, you saying that to me. I've talked to homeless people, some actually like and others, it's completely traumatized them and broke them down completely and they will probably be found send sooner then later. I know there's absolutely no way I could deal with being homeless and I'd end things before that point. I've already lost about everything and everyone in life, because I was so tired of being with someone that treated me like a worthless whore and being completely miserable!! I'm sorry I've needed so much help, especially after about losing my hand. I'm trying mom, but things are so hard and confusing to me and I dont have anyone to hardly even talk to. I'm trying to get help with things like insurance and food and I'm looking for more work and better work. Not having a car forever is really killing me also! Itd make so many things easier and would save money from Uber and bus and be able to have better work and not have to depend on others to get places. But, I'll never be able to get a car or change my living sitiuation, because I can't save anything or even afford necessities while paying this much for rent and not be able to get around to work more and get a good job. My hand has really hurt me and Dr still hasn't released me back to full time almost 2 months later. I go back Monday.

Thursday, February 06, 2020

February 6th

CURRENT WEATHER
5:31 PM
43°
RealFeel® 38°
Light rain
UV Index: 0 Low
Wind: ENE at 6 mph
Wind Gusts: 7 mph
Humidity: 85%
Dew Point: 39°
Pressure: 29.54 inHg
Cloud Cover: 95%
Visibility: 3 mi
Ceiling: 400 ft

Blood Pressure 121/80 Pulse 55

I don't know why I didn't enter anything yesterday. Yesterday was pretty bad government wise. Trump was acquitted of his impeachment offenses and his State of the Union speech ( which I did not see) was bad enough that Rep. Nancy Pelosi tore it into pieces as soon as it was over. I said it was a good thing she couldn't set a match to it. Or maybe it was a shame she couldn't...

Tuesday, February 04, 2020

February 4th

CURRENT WEATHER
1:17 PM
54°
RealFeel® 56°
Cloudy⛅
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: SW at 3 mph
Wind Gusts: 5 mph
Humidity: 68%
Dew Point: 44°
Pressure: 29.79 inHg
Cloud Cover: 99%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 5800 ft

ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSZx  Woodgie's comment

Blood Pressure: 130/81 Pulse 50                                                                                                                         

Monday, February 03, 2020

February 3rd

Current Weather
2:23 PM
56°
RealFeel® 54°
Sunny☀

UV Index: 2 Low
Wind: WNW at 10 mph
Wind Gusts: 14 mph
Humidity: 41%
Dew Point: 32°
Pressure: 29.85 inHg
Cloud Cover: 10%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 19400 ft 



Blood Pressure 103/67  Pulse: 53  2:27 PM
Another day started out with Jenni begging for more money. Damn  it, I don't know what I'm going to do. She's relentless. Keeps calling, no matter how many times I reject calls, how many numbers I block. I mean, she is my daughter, it's cruel to ignore her, but how else can I get her to understand what NO means?

Sunday, February 02, 2020

February 2nd

CURRENT WEATHER
1:26 PM
43°
RealFeel® 37°
Mostly Cloudy -at 5:06 PM, it's snowing - flurries.
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: W at 10 mph
Wind Gusts: 17 mph
Humidity: 62%
Dew Point: 31°
Pressure: 29.55 inHg
Cloud Cover: 95%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 800 ft

Blood Pressure: 132/81  Pulse 55   1:32 PM


Jenni called. Needed rent money. Got a glimpse of her via Messenger. She looks so thin...
Groundhog probably saw his shadow here if he got up early. It was sunny, then clouds moved in, although it's bright and sunny now (1:47 PM).
USA
TODAY 🔵
says:  Groundhog Day results 2020: 
No shadow! 
Phil predicts early spring is coming

Super Bowl is today. Let me see who's playing. Kansas City Chiefs and San Francisco 49ers. OK. I wanna know how the Puppy Bowl ends up. Those teams are Team Ruff and Team Fluff.Don't know if I'll watch, but it sounds cute!

Saturday, February 01, 2020

February 1st

CURRENT WEATHER
1:26 PM
41°
RealFeel™ 45°
Cloudy☁
UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: N at 1 mph
Wind Gusts: 3 mph
Humidity: 86%
Dew Point: 37°
Pressure: 29.88 inHg
Cloud Cover: 100%
Visibility: 6 mi
Ceiling: 1200 ft

Blood Pressure: 111/72  Pulse: 58

Not much so far today. I had a dream about a wedding that I went to and was helping with. It was a touch and go thing - they got mad at each other and he stormed off and she threw things like crayons down the steps. A big rainstorm and then he called and everything went off, even though it wasn't according to plan. There was a little nameless boy in overalls and a striped t-shirt (not Dennis the Menace - this boy had a buzzcut) with me. He built a pillow/blanket fort when it started raining hard, and was fussy about getting dressed up for the wedding. It was an interesting and colorful dream.

Friday, January 31, 2020

January 31st

Current Weather
1:52 PM
41°
RealFeel® 44°

Cloudy

UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: NW at 3 mph
Wind Gusts: 4 mph
Humidity: 64%
Dew Point: 30°
Pressure: 30.32 inHg
Cloud Cover: 99%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 3500 ft 



Blood pressure: 90/62 Pulse 58

Well, January's over...
Went to a seminar on mental health last night - other people's. I'm not sure if it's any help. Maybe it can help me deal with Jenni. I haven't checked Facebook or my e-mail yet. Yesterday she had a payment pending, so I sent her more money - 5 hours later, the pending went through, too. I'm sick to me stomach. Almost literally. The money business is making me sick. Steven thinks it's all going to work out and he doesn't believe in a deity that will pull us out of this. I'd go back to God, but I don't think that they're a forgiving sort if you turn your back on them.

Thursday, January 30, 2020

January 30th

CURRENT  WEATHER
11:28 AM
32°
RealFeel® 30°






Mostly sunny
UV Index: 2 Low
Wind: NNE at 8 mph
Wind Gusts: 11 mph
Humidity: 44%
Dew Point: 12°
Pressure: 30.37 inHg
Cloud Cover: 11%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 29000 ft

Blood pressure: 103/66   Pulse:  56

Sun's out. I've checked United Healthcare for health clubs near here and HardBodyz Fitness is the closest. I'm really going to try to check it out.

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

January 29th

No weather first today. We're at the fish taco place in Caldwell. I had to send Jenni $170 for medicine. I swear I am not going to send her anymore, but again. I'm ready to give up. I'm this close 🤏 to calling a suicide hotline.

CURRENT WEATHER
3:04 PM
41°
RealFeel® 35°
Sunny🌞
UV Index: 2 LowWind: N at 11 mphWind Gusts: 16 mphHumidity: 41%Dew Point: 18°Pressure: 30.08 inHgCloud Cover: 0%Visibility: 10 miCeiling: 40000 ft


Blood Pressure: 105/66  Pulse 63   3:09  PM

Tuesday, January 28, 2020

January 28th




Current Weather
2:12 PM
 
42°
RealFeel® 32°

Cloudy

UV Index: 1 Low
Wind: NW at 14 mph
Wind Gusts: 22 mph
Humidity: 58%
Dew Point: 28°
Pressure: 29.84 inHg
Cloud Cover: 95%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 4000 ft




Blood pressure: 116/72 Pulse 57  2:15PM

Reason I skipped yesterday is because my blood pressure cuff's batteries wore out and I didn't get a chance to replace them, I had to send Jenni money, which made me angry. The repairman said the refrigerator is broken beyond repair and it was way out of warranty. I had to shop Home Depot to get another and it cost over $1200, which also made me angry. The anger makes me yell and there's nobody else to yell at but Steven and he takes it like I've got a knife to his throat when I yell. I'm still angry - the new refrigerator won't be delivered for 3 weeks! All the yogurt went bad - I'm not going for food poisoning. I remember getting it years ago and it wasn't pretty. I'm trying to get over it, but I don't like feeling like I'm poor again. We're nearly $100,000 in debt.

Sunday, January 26, 2020

January 26th

CURRENT WEATHER
3:51 PM
44°
RealFeel® 37°
Partly Cloudy/sunny
UV Index: 0 Low
Wind: W at 12 mph
Wind Gusts: 15 mph
Humidity: 62%
Dew Point: 32°
Pressure: 29.77 inHg
Cloud Cover: 98%
Visibility: 10 mi

Ceiling: 7100 ft

Blood Pressure : 135/83 Pulse 50 


Need new batteries for my blood pressure cuff. My mouse went dead the other day and there went the last two AAA batteries that worked.
I called Elysha to tell her that we got the bathroom sink unclogged - after another round of Drano and two pans of boiling water. She told me that Salami, the last of their ferrets had died. They've had 5. Sad.😢
Not sure if this is him but it's one of the boys. Squeegee was the other and he died last year

SIGH

Saturday, January 25, 2020

January 25th

Current Weather
12:49 PM
42°
RealFeel® 31°
Rain


UV Index: 0 Low
Wind: E at 16 mph
Wind Gusts: 27 mph
Humidity: 89%
Dew Point: 39°
Pressure: 29.89 inHg
Cloud Cover: 90%
Visibility: 3 mi
Ceiling: 700 ft


Blood Pressure: 115/73 Pulse: 53

When they say rain, they mean rain - it's pouring out. Nowhere we need to go today.

Friday, January 24, 2020

January 24th

CURRENT WEATHER
2:46 PM
51°
RealFeel® 53°
Partly sunny
UV Index: 2 Low
Wind: ESE at 6 mph
Wind Gusts: 7 mph
Humidity: 31%
Dew Point: 21°
Pressure: 30.32 inHg
Cloud Cover: 50%
Visibility: 10 mi
Ceiling: 25000 ft


Blood pressure: 124/78  Pulse 51 2:53 pm

Sears refrigerator repairman is coming on Monday to check things out. I'm hoping we don't get food poisoning by then. That's gonna cost at least $150+/- . Jenni's bugging me for more money - I'm warning her to get her stuff ready in case she's evicted, but telling her I'll help her out this time. She's not answering that. Said it was a help. I sent her $300. I hope I won't hear from her again soon about money. Cuisinart got back to me - can opener is not under warranty and they don't have the handle to fix it in stock. So, hand-held, non-electric one will do. The bathroom sink has Drano in it, waiting to see if that's going to work, or if we'll have to go with more Drano... The kitchen floor is going to take some thinking. I'm wondering if a damp towel over the seams and ironing it would work. Sigh. I'm blanking out. Steve's called the repair place and is working on the sink. I'm just freaking out. 

Thursday, January 23, 2020

January 23rd

Weather
1:43PM
44°F
Feels 44°
Low 24°
🌞. Sunny

Blood Pressure: 121/75 Pulse: 65 3:52 PM

Stayed upstairs as long as I could stand to.  Today, the refrigerator is broken,  can opener broken, the upstairs bathroom sink is so clogged that even Jimi couldn't clear it, and the kitchen floor is buckling, its seams have raised enough that my shoe caught on it last night. We had gone to the grocery yesterday,  so there's like at least $75 worth of frozen stuff to go bad. Another reason to be wanting to get out of here and not have life cave in around me. 
My psychiatrist called to change my appointment - she's going to be on medical leave for a month. So my appointment is in April now. WTF? Can't I see somebody else?

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