October 12th💉

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1:57 PM

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Partly cloudy

Went to get my psych blood work today - fasting. Lady tried twice - got blood on the second try from my hand. I swear it was like they had laughing gas piped in there. Everybody was so giggly (except for some little Indian kid was screaming - and then his baby brother stated keeping time with him) and nice. I was unusually happy about my bloodwork. But that might be because I wasn't dealing with the Russian, or Eastern European, broad at Mountainside. 

Elysha said she was still feeling bad and was going to a doctor at 2:30 this afternoon and would let me know what they said. She said they didn't tell her much, other than doing what she already is doing. She said Jimi was just out of it for a day  and then was okay. She's still dealing with a bad headache. She says it's right between her eyes. And apparently Daddy ordered a shirt and had it sent to her - a Harley Quinn tee.

I sent her some things she had written years ago. I found them on a floppy disk in the room upstairs that I'm clearing out for Kara. One was a sappy poem to the love of her life at the time. She said it was awful.

Here's the poem:

I find my self on a one way street my broken heart going in the right direction and you the way im not allowed to go.....

why wont you let me turn around, break the law..... love you, i love you already i just want to be with you. let me be with you.... break the law, love you, hold you, kiss you, anything with you.....

why cant i be with you, dance with you, say hi to you without "scaring" you, please just let me be with you for one night, i love you, but you just wont let me turn around on that one way street, all i see is my broken heart..... let me see you, and you only, you have the power to mend my broken heart on that one way street, mend it please......

dedicated to Matt Yavarski *I <3 U!*

*<3 Elysha <3*

*Written By Elysha also.......