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It is sunny! Today is Woodgie's 16th birthday! Seems like it's not been that long since she was a kitten.
Last night, Steve said to me, "What about me have you changed over the years?". I've thought about it and the only things I can think of that have changed about him are negative. He's become selfish, blames everyone else for things that happen to him, is far less generous than he used to be, doesn't go to comic book stores - or anyplace where they don't treat him like "I should be treated!", and he withholds affection- it's been over 10 years since we last had sex - and that was a grudgingly
"or else" situation, which he said "I still got it!" afterwards. Looking back, I guess it is my fault that Robert left me, and that Steven has more or less left me. I mean, he takes me places, but the conversation, if there is any, is about him. Both of them lost interest in me and my trying to change them or keep them interested in me seems to have driven them off. Steven once said he likes being married. I'm not sure why anymore.
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