June 4th 😞

CURRENT WEATHER

2:08 PM

81°F

Mostly Partly cloudy

RealFeel® 88°

Very Warm

RealFeel Shade™ 79°

Pleasant

Blue skies and sunshine - I do see a few fluffy little clouds though. 

Jenni called last night, crying her eyes out. She needs a down payment on a little house, she says. Turns out that it's a down payment on a rental in Jeffersonville, closer to where she works. I sent her, against my best judgment, $2,500 to take care of her down payment. She says she'll pay me back after the insurance pays off about the minor accident in the parking lot. I'm hoping she can find some roommates to help her with rent, as I can't. She messaged me back, when I asked about roommates, that she had one, but it fell through. 

I'd gotten a little ahead in my bank account, but this put me close to the limit that I have to keep a minimum balance of - $5,000. And that's from $21,000, just over a year ago. Guess who got most of it? Yep - Jenni. 

I'm so damned depressed today. Got to, as the song says, set my sights on Monday...

I had a few good days, but they are behind me. The fact that I can't find why I was happy is what makes me even more depressed.

Woodgie and I went outside for a while. She walked me back into the backyard and munched on a bit of grass. I smoked a couple of CBD cigarettes. It's got some THC - the stuff that makes grass weed. We weren't out too long. I'm not supposed to be in the sun too much. Nice breeze - at 4 o'clock it's still 81°.