January 19th

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Steven went out this morning. He took the car and his Chromebook. I sent him an e-mail and got a reply.

Me: I woke up ready to apologize for any hurtful words I said last night - I realize there were a lot. I came downstairs after hearing the door shut - I thought you'd brought in the recycling bin - and you were gone, took your Chromebook and left! We've had this fight before and reconciled - I'm sorry and I'll try not to get on your case about everything. It's just that I feel crushed- the walls keep creeping in on me like an old Batman trap.

This is worse, but it gives an idea of how I feel sometimes.

Please forgive me. We need to try together to work this out. I will always love you, even if I don't like the way that you decorate.

Love always,

Kathy

Steven: Went to Breakfast then Library.   Will hire storage company to box and put stuff in storage.  Looking.

Be home after tutoring.  Like picture - but spikes were rubber.

Jenni finally called to ask for money to help pay her bills. Car broke, Spitz needed to be fixed, a guy that painted her house needed to be paid (this one's just a guess, because she messaged to complain about his work), and essential bills. I told her about Steven, and she said I could come stay with her if I need to. I'm torn... I'm hanging in here because of Woodgie, but she's driving me nuts, too.